Am I on the right track?

[islander]

I think you did a great job man. I know how hard it was not to say anything when you have so many questions and feel so low. But, imagine how the convo would have went if you had confronted her and said what you wanted to. Not good would have been the outcome.

Be patient, keep doing what you are doing.

And, you may never tell her that you read the journal. You may not need to. It may become your secret. Just don't think that it is something that you have to do one day.