Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[ninelives]

Canadian spelling of cheques Country. We make things difficult on ourselves. Our election tonight as well.

Do you really think that I was giving some jabs? I suppose I didnt have to tell her about collections.

I think she should know though in case I do get a bad credit rating. I dont want her thinking that I am floundering without her in charge of the finances.

In fact, despite not having her income to help pay bills etc, there is actually more money in the account at the end of the month. She loved to spend.

Also, she dropped off oldest son at my place and commented on how much she liked the new car to son and that the yard looked really good.

Just have to sustain all this and it is partly for her to look at and it does feel good to have a nice yard and house. It is making me feel better about myself.

Keeping up with the laundry is a constant battle, and cooking decent meals for the kids. I miss having her to share the load.

I did take her for granted for sure.

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