Young at heart
Sir you are a true inspiration. Thank you for your kinda words. It's a little crazy but sometimes I do need a play by play breakdown of my actions. In my profesion after action reviews are a way of life. So any feed back positive or negative is appreciated. Will post more soon. You might be happy to know that I have started being active on the NMMNG boards. Those guys are brutally honest, and have made me realize and accept a lot of things about myself. You can look for me under the same screenname. My thread is under the marriage issues folder. I'm sure you will find it amusing.

As always thanks for the advice and please post more often.