I understand the need to vent. But it's actually counter productive when you forget how you got here, and I think it's important to keep the focus on you and your work. Make sense?
Don't worry 25, there are constant reminders of what got me to this point in the first place:
1. DB and other support forums 2. Each time I see our son 3. Each time I see my wife 4. Divorce papers 5. Looking myself in the mirror and seeing all the changes I've made and what kind of person I was a year ago. 6. Etc.
I'm trying my best to stay the course of being a good, balanced, positive, humble, driven, and intelligent individual.