I just reread 25s advice to 2step. It takes a while to read. I gooe I am strong enough to follow it. I know as others have said, life will take care of my W. She will suffer the guilt of this one day. It is not my place to make her feel guilt, or anything else for that matter.

I am just exhausted once again. I married her for life, not for a little while. And I believe she did too, at first.

I really need to accept what is halpening in my life and live in it, not deny it.

I know with out a doubt, I am better than I was bf. Then I k ew I could never live in our house without her. Now, I know I am not leaving our house bc she left. This is still my home, and I will not let her take that away from me. I am strong enough to make this MY home.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...