Another New Day 3

[islander]

Well, I was supposed to meet my W tomorrow morning to finish our discussion from the other day. She was supposed to come to our house in the morning so we could talk...yes about the R....I know I know.

W tm me today and said she had a lot of stuff to do and wanted to talk over breakfast somewhere near her apt. I declined and said I would rather talk at our house. She said she wasn't canceling, but had things she needed to do. I stopped resounding to her texts and don't think I will for a while.

Bf the 2x4s come

I never like to discuss anything in public. It is to hard to talk seriously.

I don't think it would do me any good to meet her for breakfast anyway. Almost everything she says is littered with lies. I dont think we would make it through the meal anyway.

I get home from work this morning and pick D and SD up from my inlaws and take them to school. SD tell me she went to the beach during the day yesterday with her mom and OM.

This hurts me so much when she tells me. The pain of her A seems to get worse the more she brings it around my SD.

My SD was noticeably agitated today, and she usually is after seeing her mom and being around OM. We had a great few days together, went to church yesterday, SD was very caring and happy, then the next day almost the complete opposite. I know this is hard on her too, why doeesnt W see or care what she is doing. (btw, that is not a real question).

Anyway, I think it is time for me to go completely dark. I got sucked in and spit out again. My fault.

The only communication I really need to have is about bills, and I can do that in emails. So I should be ok there.