I am starting my work day and feeling ok. Slept fairly well last night without having to take a sleeping pill. Still, when the moment I wake in the middle of the night, or in the morning, I think of him with her.

I made it through day 4 of being completely dark. None of my goals will matter if I show weakness now and invade her space when the last words she said to me were "I'm done...I'm done". It could take months for her to contact me, but time apart also eases the pain.

On to day 5....


50 years old.

Ontario, Canada

Loving Marriage #2 with the perfect person.