Take a deep breath. I am going through this again too. My H left again in February after being home for 4 years. I was dumbfounded. Everything was going fine.
You can only do so much. Let him go again. I had to. I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like I was doing everything to make things work. He was too but I didn't feel like he was trying as hard as I was.
My H started drinking more heavily before he left. I think that is their way to mask their feelings.
Things are not going the way I wanted them for me and H but it is what I have to do.....I am divorcing him because I can't do it again.
Hang in there. It's hard enough to go through this the first time but to have to deal with it again is heartbreaking. Your in my prayers.
