I hear ya Hoswald...as painful as getting all this difficult stuff out in the open is for us, I just keep coming back to the feeling that this new knowledge gives us a new outlook on the love that we feel for our W's. And it makes us want to show them what we've learned.

The problem is that we can't try to convince them to come back and experience all these changes, because that only pushes them further away. Going into a little forced darkness myself for at least this next week...and I'm not much of a dancer, so i'm actually planning to try yoga.

Keep on fighting the good fight man.


BITS
M: 35
W: 27
T 7.5 years
M 5 years
No kids
My EA: 3/08
Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?)
ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11
W at parents house: 4/16/11

Do or do not, there is no try