Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

Thanks DBmod, I actually thought the same thing about an hour or so later and thankfully I did with the rest of the way the day played out.

H came to the house and talked to me about D2. A few points were worth remembering:

1) He said that a dog is because he is lonely right now and it wouldn't stop him from coming back if that day ever comes. And wanted to show me the pic and said how I would like her.
2) He said he wasn't coming home anytime soon cause he doesn't want to let the kids down again.
3) He wants to come over because he misses the kids and the house. Hmmm..the house? But talks to me the whole time.

H later had the discussion with D2 with points to note:

1) Wants the dog cause he is lonely and wants to name her Faith.

--Ironic I think.

2) Told D2 he sees me changing and finding myself, doing things he thought I should have done over the years, such as go out with friends.

--Wow, noticing?

3) He said that getting the dog would not stop he and I from ever getting back together.

--So he said a positive to D2 and she noticed.

4) He noticed how I was interacting with many other parents yesterday at softball and didn't pay attention to the game.

--Ok, now if he is coaching and pitching to them, he is watching me in the stands? Something must be making him think.

D2 later said to me she doesn't understand why he is saying that I am changing so much when I haven't. I said I think its a perception of his that is changing as well as me changing some behavioral techniques and focusing a bit on myself, a.k.a DB! Now if I can only detach completely, not care that he is noticing, I'd be in a better position.

Came back from such a low to a high. I like the high part of the ride soooo much better!

H:41
W:44
D1:18
D2:16
S:12
D3:7
T:20
M:18
Bomb:1/5/11
Sep:2/18/11
No D filed yet; just threats

“It is what YOU make it”!