just got back from working out and breakfast w/ C. While talking over breakfast she said she is having a really emotionally tough time dealing with employee problem - her business is up and with no one else there she is really swamped and she said it is really lonely all day there alone. She said it is making her crazy and she called her Dr. who actually increased her AD's. Dr. said it was just temp to get her over the hump. She said she was really concerned even about where her next paycheck was comming from, although she did say that she had a little savings and that she though she could count on me.

THAT is the part that has me worried - it seems that she is taking me for granted. But yet, if I cause too much doubt in her mind about me she might just hop off the fence on the other side. But then "drop the rope" --- Based on other post I have read, I guess for now, I will do nothing as to her and continue to work on me.

I need to find something that I can do where there is a good chance of meeting other people. Working out is one thing, and I plan to do it at least 4 times a week. But something else would be nice.


ODGA