Went home today to see the kids and had a nice afternoon on the beach along with the dog. W not there when I arrived, already gone out. God knows where or with whom. Spent the evening with BF & GF + couple + kids and had a nice Italian meal. On the way home W texted to say that she will not be coming home tonight - again. I didn't respond
I think she is trying to avoid me at the moment. Whenever we meet she inevitably brings up R talk and will end up crying. I don't know if she still has feelings for me, whether she feels guilty for all the pain i'm in or whether she just doesn't give a damn.
Life is *&$Ł*!
FF999
Me 48 W 49 D19, S17, D14 Together 25yr, Married 22yr Me checked-out July 10, back Sept 10 W checked out Nov 10 Separated Dec 10 ILYBNILWY 2nd Apr 11 We're finished + D bomb 17th Apr 11
