when you have moved on

[forward]

I had a happy day today. And a good weekend. New Guy has been very sweet and I find myself falling for him more and more. I find myself thinking about us together.

Odd thing...on occasion I find myself thinking that X would have liked my new friends. For that matter he and New Guy would like each other. It is strange, how life is.

I haven't heard from X for a while; he sounded so sad last I spoke. The medical issues have been overwhelming for him, but I suspect that things haven't been so great with his emotional state either.

I just wanted him to get back to normal and hopefully repair his life.