Sick to my stomach right now. D3 called to say she misses me and says they are going to look for a puppy. D1 texts saying H is getting a dog and what is wrong with him these days.
H texts saying can he keep kids out for a bit longer and I said sure. I said D3 said you are looking at puppies, your mom wants another? H said, "I do..still debating it. Something I want". I said "Since when? you never wanted one?". He said "Since lately..always had one. Different man now". I just said "yup".
A dog? Now he knows I don't want a dog, not that I don't like them, just can't maintain something else to care for. So I guess this still means he has no desire to come back? I am so sad. So thought we made progress over the last two weeks. I am so lost on this rollercoaster. Is he testing me? I absolutely hate this.
H:41 W:44 D1:18 D2:16 S:12 D3:7 T:20 M:18 Bomb:1/5/11 Sep:2/18/11 No D filed yet; just threats
“It is what YOU make it”!
H:41 W:44 D1:19 D2:17 S:13 D3:7 T:20 M:18 Bomb:1/5/11 Sep:2/18/11 No D filed yet; just threats