Started reading threads here again. Took me a while to get to the point where I can do that. I'm going to read DR when I get back home but I'm already thinking about DB principles.

Clearly I'm working on dark and going to do that for a while. I need the space apart right now, not just for him but for me.

What is a 180 for me now? Is it the same as last time? Or is it now something different?

And a small baby step goal for me to let me know that things are moving in the right direction:
H will contact me for a reason not related to our R.


-Calystra