Am I on the right track?

[NEmoose43]

Oh Lord, why can't I get control of my thoughts???

I woke up at 6 this morning firmly convinced that W was with OM last night. Must have been dreaming about it because my heart was absolutely pounding and I was covered in sweat. Got up and went to the bathroom to splash some water on my face, and when I came back to bed, one of our dogs was having a seizure...what else can possibly go wrong at this point???

I finally got him calmed down and laid in the bed with him for a while before I had to get up and get ready for work. Texted wife several times to let her know what was going on. I saw that the messages were delivered, which meant her phone was on. So I called and left a couple frantic messages. This is actually her dog in that we picked him out for her 6 years ago, so I knew she would want to know. And the seizures have happened to him before, so I have my father watching him but I wanted W to know in case she wanted to take care of him today.

Finally got a call back as I was arriving at work. Told her what had happened and that I was sorry to bug her but I knew she would want to know. Told her it really freaked me out and I was sorry for sounding so nuts on my voicemails, but this was just too much to handle with everything else that's going on.

She's on her way back to the house to study and take care of the dog now...so I don't know how to act when I get home. As worried as I am about the dog, I don't know if I'll be able to hide my concern about where she was last night. If there's something else going on, I'm hoping she'll just tell me and put me out of my misery.

I don't know what to do anymore.