Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[ninelives]

Through out convo with w tonight, I kept replaying 25's message in my head and would not allow her to hear my anger. The old me would have been sarcastic to her and would have said something like

" dont trade OM for your son" I was very aware of thinking that but i didnt say it. That is a victory for me. By the end of the convo, im not sure i was angry or more shocked that it played out that way.

I just talke to an old student of mine that dated this guy. She told me that he was an odd fellow and very controlling.

I cant believe my W has let herself be controlled by him. She is 8 years his senior. I think she is going to have one heck of an awakaning some day and NOT believe what she has done.

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