So I am thinking today that my W probably treats any of her co workers better than she treats me right now. That is probably true for most if not all of our WASs. And it really pi$$es me off when I think about it that way. Then when we do talk, half of what she says is probably BS.
So I ask myself, why am I not going dark. I tried to only respond to her in a friendly manner when she contacted me, but yet again I let myself get sucked in and now find myself contacting her more than I was bf. I seem to have put myself in a position that I am not comfortable with. I believe she probably is starting to feel that she will be able to have me as a freind one dayif she goes through without the D, and that will NEVER happen.
I guess I am analyzing again, both of our actions.
BITS
M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...