I hate that there is no "edit" button now. I will work on the post more later but wanted you to see how angry and judgemental you sounded criticizing your w and forgetting how you got here in the first place. She's NOT being that bad to you, and she's not acting crazy either.
The "divine slap" YOU want HER to get...wow, sounds super loving. Good thing you worked on that anger...and her being "Wordly"...wth? What was the porn about? How long was that? The whole marriage? Oh, gee she should be doing whatever you want her to do now, since you say you are all better...re-read that LONG post I wrote to you and get some perspective. Your life doesn't suck as much as you are implying and it's not all her fault.
Come on, get the plank out of your eye and don't ask for divine slaps for her, or you might get one yourself. Prove that you are the man she always wanted you to be. Let her deal with THAT and see what happens. You had a big test this week and so far you're doing great with it. Don't blow it now b/c you are more comfortable with being angry than being sad or disappointed in yourself/remorseful. Own your part, and don't focus on hers. It won't help you or the R, or your child.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
