Another New Day 3

[islander]

I know you are right about being able to make things worse, even just the way that I think, let alone the actions that we take.

Sometimes, it feels good to feel bad, or it is ok bc that is the appropriate response. But I know not to get sucked into that everyday. I don't know if that even makes sense.

This is like a living death in the family that you constantly have to relive. That is probably the beat way to describe it right now.

But I need to remember that somebody made a choice to live this life. Actually, I guess we both chose it.

I am rambling and should go to sleep for a few hours bf I go back to work.