Help..I dont want a divorce

[StaciG]

Cat04- I understand that I didnt do the right thing. But I just got very upset that this was the 1st contact that we had and I was feeling good and wanted to be nice and then he just automaticly jumps to coming get his grill. I do love my husband and want US to work, but I do have to control my emotions and feelings of rejection and hurt better. My anger is from him leaving both time without telling me and while I'm at work or just away. I have felt as if thru our whole relationship I have walked on eggshells around him and could never really say what I felt because he would get his feelings hurt or be upset and I just thought that I couldnt keep that in any more. Not the right choice with our 1st conversation, I understand that. But I'm just so darn mad that he left the way he did and acts like it doesnt bother him one bit when hurt me badly.