I totally know how your feeling. Some days I feel great and think "Hey this isn't so bad" and then the next day I am really, really sad. From all the reading I do on here, I know what we're feeling is normal. If your anything like me, you just want to hurry up and get through the hard part. Even though the hard stuff will more than likely make us grow the most.
You've been doing great with your GAL & 180's, so be proud of yourself for that.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤