I don't know what is going on with me. I have to believe it is normal. Last weekend I felt really good, kept busy, and started a few projects.

The last two days, I have felt really sad. I haven't done anything different. I thought I was starting to detach pretty well, now I would not say that. Maybe this is just the valleys that I read so much about.

I felt bad today, so I ran twice today. It helped a little.

It felt great having both of the girls together in the house these two days though. I may just be sad bc I know it won't last. I had a great time with them, and they were both soooo happy together. Just like old times.

I think I just got caught up wishing things were different. Well, it will be a long weekend at work, then painting some of the house on Monday.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...