Two things to note to myself. Thursday has a tradition of being a bad day for me since that was always an ow day, and often H is still home late on Thursdays. Thursday morning I asked H to help me with something that evening, and I saw a twinge of 'bad' H. I left for work, and then realized it was Thursday. I pondered for awhile, and then sent H a txt that I forgot it was Thursday when I asked for his help and that I would getrdun. H was home early to help.
Today, H asked if I could get off work early to ride along on his day trip today. I couldn't make it, but I appreciated the offer.
I think for the time being H is 'piecing' better than I am. I am still stuck emotionally waiting for the things to fall apart and that I cannot believe we are making it.
I have to get off my butt and get ME back in this M or we won't make it. I got so comfortable being a single married person that I forget how to be a married married perosn.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
