The "phases" come and go Shelby. You won't go through one and then it's gone, it will come back. But, they won't come back as strong each time. I've been separated for 3.5 years and sometimes still feel the loss of what I once had for 17 years. How can we not? Holidays can be extremely tough initially. You got through it, and you'll get through the next one and soon you'll build new traditions and they'll feel good! Will you miss the family you once were? At times you sure will but hang in there, it does get better!
