I hope for change in W's thoughts on M. And I hope for answers that I may never truly get. And I hope to see changes in W's behaviour... Everything I do regarding W is projecting my desires on her. I get that...
I was going to post here about some "things" that I observed. W's behaviour on phone call regarding paperwork she's anxious I get done and stuff regarding the kids and then an email telling me what I need to do (when and how) in that regard... And I want to have an emotion over them, but then... that's not detaching... that's "reading in" to her thoughts... trying to "control" her...
So I'll let it flow off my back. But it feels horrible.... It's the reasons I moved out and I'm still hyper sensitive to it...