I'm glad you posted. I was thinking of you when I heard the news about the tornado. I hope that you receive word from others that they are okay.
I'm very glad to see that you are doing fine and continuing on w/your life.
I will keep you, your family and friends in my thoughts and prayers.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.