Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

Journaling:

Got a text at 7:45: Good morning. If you could, can I get the bank acct number please… Me: GM. #, what cha putting in? (Oh great, what is he doing now????) Him: Nada, cashing a check..my mom owed me money. Me: oh ok Him: Hope you have a good day, see you after work. Me: Thanks, u2. D3 has bad allergies Him: Put the ac on to help. Me: Yes boss. Had a presentation last minute but I pulled it off! Him: Of course you did..you know your sh!t Me::) Him: Good Bullshitr too Me: Yes, cause I watched the real pro for 20 years. Him: Whoa, actually paid attention.

He called about 5:10 saying he was on his way and to have them ready. I decided to not be here when he got here since D2 was going. GAL-shopping time. They went out for dinner. I asked him if he was ok so I can run into Target and he said yes. I asked if he needed anything and he said shampoo and gel. I said what kind? He said “dunno, need real sh!t, gotta look sexy.” (And there goes my mood.) I responded: Oh I always thought the shampoo you used made you sexy but I can’t answer for others opinions tho. Him: Right. Me: Oh stop..please..like I don’t like to be with you. Oh well, a memory now. Him: Yeah yeah..never thought I was sexy..please. Me: Yeah, yeah you just chose to block it out. Then I realized that was wrong!!! I didn’t validate!!! When I came home he said I need to be at Alyssa’s game on Sat and I said I was going to be there already and he left.

I text saying half an hour later: Meant to say that if you really didn’t think I thought you were sexy, I could have done a better job then. Good to know now since I am a ‘work in process’ for a better me. Have a good nite. Him: Never liked anything physical about me..all good. You do the same. Me: Sorry you saw it that way..if I could have done it again, guess I’d have done it differently. Gnite.

Ok, think that may have made up for my little backsliding! I hope I am learning DB’ing! He never responded back to that. Either he is at the bar watching the draft and refuses to respond or just refuses to respond cause he can't fight the response.

Wish I could have feedback but my posts are a week behind from release!!

H:41
W:44
D1:18
D2:16
S:12
D3:7
T:20
M:18
Bomb:1/5/11
Sep:2/18/11
No D filed yet; just threats

“It is what YOU make it”!