Currently at the airport, have to admit I am nervous. Will she be glad to see me, indifferent, or in full WAW relapse? I was fine for 5 days why am I nervous now? Must focus and be tough, confident, and indifferent.... I feel all my efforts will go to waste if I appear weak when she arrives. I hate this I have to balance between being happy she is back, but not so happy she keeps taking me for granted. If I can just relax I'll be fine.
