bolt tightening

[Bolt]

man, every time I think I have this a little figured out...something else happens.

W just texted me that she is not working nights but going to work days. It's great news and I want to be happy for her. I am but then I'm sad. I actually feel like complete crap.

I know. I'm letting her emotions affect mine. It's still too early for me. We were intertwined for so long that it's hard to untwine for me.

I was having a pretty great day up to that point. Now I'm just dragged down.