BITS, I am sorry that I have not been around to pump everyone up lately. I just don't have it in me right now. Every person meets their limit at some point. Not to mention, I just don't think I am the one to be giving advice to anyone right now.
You don't have to come here to give advice. Come here to bitch. Come here to journal. Come here to read. Come here to, well, you get the idea.
Get out of the rut man. I know it's hard. But you talk about just the same old same old. Do something different! It will feel forced at first. It probably won't even be fun at first. But get yourself out man. Do something you enjoy. At least something you used to enjoy.
I know I can be the same way sometimes. Sometimes we strangely want to sulk. To focus on negatives. Sometimes we want the pain. But really, it's not healthy man.
This is actually a big 180 for me. I tended to be a negative person. Focus on what is wrong rather than what is right.
How does that help?
It's not the life we might have chosen, but we all still have a life in front of us. Unwritten and ready to be explored. Go explore it!
BITS
Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.