Aww, sweetie, I am so happy for you. Regardless of what you decide or how it all works out, it's wonderful that he broke down and admitted how much he loves you. I'll keep following, but you're beyond me now you need some people who've been here and can help you navigate the tricky part and avoid a fake reconciliation/decide what you want out of all this.
Faith is, at one and the same time, absolutely necessary and altogether impossible. --Stanislaw Lem