WAW in Los Angeles

[wawinla]

Hi Sandi and GB

Thanks for checking in.

I made a post yesterday, but it didn't seem to make it.

I'm keeping myself busy and GAL. There are up and downs and it's particular tough sometimes being in the house alone. But I rally and keep moving on.

My WAW went sky diving, exploring restaurants, and enjoying her freedom. We have no contact whatsoever and when I do reach out to her (e.g., text regarding something practical with the house), she's terse and obviously not engaged. It'll be interesting to see how we work on the logistics of the D, as we have no communication.

I'm seeing an IC. During the sessions, they suggest communicating with my WAW when I feel it...to not accept my W terms of interaction. Counter to the 180, they don't view this as pursuing.

I've been fighting any urge to reach out to my W, so today's session with my IC was confusing. As I wrestle with what's "right/wrong", I get so frustrated with the whole situation, unable to believe sometimes the current situation.

In these moments, I take a deep breath and soldier on.