The part that drives me crazy is that somehow she seems to actually think she is the one wronged. She has managed to get our children to think that it's all my fault. At this point there is little I can do to change their minds. My S17 isn't event talking to me today. I will give him space (like a walkaway) and soon he will come back to me. I will always be his Dad.
When I am calm and rational I know there is little else my STBX can take from me, so I know that this is my rock bottom and from here I will move forward. And I also know that the man she has chosen over me is truly not nearly as good a man as I am. Only a good man would have never given up after 6 years total and 1 1/2 from when I returned. I know her new man doesn't have anywhere near that kind of dedication.
