Ty Mr. Bond. I feel like the WAS now that wants to cake eat for awhile. It is a horrible feeling. I don't want to be with anyone else. I want my marriage to work and be a terrific one/one that we both can love and live with. However, I will not sit back and watch my life waste away wondering if he will cheat again. Something that I have to find within myself.
He is not the man I married, or even the man that I threw out 4 weeks ago (today). He is a lost and broken man. Funny how once a spouse is confronted with an affair the lose all the hot air in their head. The glamor, glitz and excitement is forever gone. They are left with the reality of who they are and what price they paid for it.
My H walked into reality immediately. I know it takes other S involved much longer. I do believe that they all get there sooner or later.
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
