Hmm, yep, a few hours have passed and she's still gone, though I can see by the trail of gas station purchases in our joint account that she's moving, and she sent a friend an email that she was OK, so there's that. Going to a friend's house tonight to cry, but before then may head to the bank to set up a new account for my paycheck to dump into and consolidate some stuff for my own safety.
That happened... fast. I'm bereft, feeling like I can never be happy again. But I know I will. Eventually. MAYBE even with her, although from this morning's discussion... I sorta doubt it.
Not sure how to proceed. Should I just go dark? That seemed to be the right thing for the next two weeks or so, but eventually we have to talk practicalities.
