Good question Mr. Bond and I do not know that answer. I wanted "it" so badly that my world fell apart for 4 1/2 months. But, now that I, too, have emerged from the fog I see things differently. I think I wanted him so badly, because he wanted/had someone else. Now that is kuput and he acts as if noting happened.
I wonder how many of us would even be the slightest bit interested if we bumped into our WAS on the street as a stranger?
What I do know is he choose to step outside of our vows and continue to live here and was happy to see me walking on egg shells and doing the daily crazy dance. Would I want to be friends with a person like that?
Everything happens for a reason. I have grown 100% during this crazy period in my life, unfortunately, he has not.
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
