PS - just had a good positive - Other than calling C as I was on the way home Saturday around noon to tell her I joined a health club, I had not had any contact with her. Well C just called to say that she had not spoken with me since I left and was thinking of me and wanted to call and say Hi. I was very positive and upbeat, and thanked her for a really great time on our date and on Saturday morning. She also mentioned that I was going to do the hair styling school thing not going to be at work tomorrow and to wish me luck there and to have a good time. I told her I did not have to be there til around 10 and I would IM her from home before I left. We chit chatted for about 15 minutes.
It is very hard to hold back and not tell her that I despertally want to be back together but holding back does seem to give her the space she needs to work through her MLC and WAS thing and when I do not call it seems that she calls more and that really makes me feel good.
