Is it awful of me to hope so? It's certainly not Christian. Some days you just have to be the Lion and not the Christian. LOL.
Truly though, deep inside, I still worry about him and what he is doing to himself physically and mentally. I know it's completely out of my hands. I try to leave it in God's, but He made me a fixer. Like most women, I suppose.
Appointment with L tomorrow for battle strategy. I know this sounds entirely pitiful, but if he turns around and marries her the next day, I think I'll curl up and die.
