W is becoming more attached to the OM. Since he is 1500 miles away it's still an EA, but all of the signs are there. It's now a combination of texts, Skype and Facebook chat. The deeper she goes into the relationship the further away she goes from me. The hardest part of this for me is the total rejection. One day we seemed to be the happiest couple, the next day we were strangers. It's hard staying on the 180 course, but I have resisted most of the urges to reach out to her.
I will be out of town this weekend so I am sure she will have a fun time online. She has also discovered some new Facebook game and spends hours playing it at night while she chats with the OM. Meanwhile I'm taking care of her son with his special needs. I'm also still getting him to his day program in the morning so she can get to her job on time.
Am I truly pathetic?
Must stay the course, must stay the course....
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
