Yes, I knew I deserved the 2x4 Starsky. Trying to go dim and detach, but not always succeeding. Guess that's why I come here, free motivational coaches
Hadn't talked to her in about a day and a half when she IMed me last night. Just some light talk she initiated and I ended. Sent her an email before bed letting her know I'm getting my mail forwarded so that I don't have to stop by so often. Said it nicely and also let her know a package was coming tomorrow that wouldn't be forwarded. Her reply back this afternoon was very short (essentially I'll let you know when the package comes). Not sure if it's because she's super busy at work or just upset, but I know I need to stop caring about why. Knowing I need to stop is the first step, right?
Been interacting with friends I haven't seen in a while and picked up my guitar (which I can't really play) again last night. Along with the running I think the GAL is doing ok.
Hoswald - difficult doesn't begin to describe the trip, along with the other things going on in life I'm surprised it went as well as it did. This was a trip planned a long time ago, at the time we all planned it I assumed we'd have patched things up by now. It's taken a lot longer than I ever thought it would and I'm still here.
W and I have had some talks and I do believe she is just friends with OM (most evidence points to this). Still, she is fence sitting in terms of who she will have in her life. W has told mutual friends OM isn't someone she could spend a life with. If I can get myself to stay dim it will at least help me decide what I want and maybe W will realize she misses me. Maybe
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011
