OnMyWay: to who knows where?

[OnMyWay]

I don't think she's suicidal at all. She always been anti-anti-depressant. For her, I think it is a little bit of a pride thing. I'm ok with whatever helps her, but with her positive attitude as of late, I don't think she needs them either.

She informed me last night she'd be staying again this Weds night, as it will be more "convenient" for her. She really is making a lot of moves and putting forth some sort of effort. I'll have to make an attempt to find out what is going on in her head here soon. Knowing what I know of her, she has her plate full right now with the end of the semester at college. I imagine she's putting off everything until that is over, then she'll be more able to focus on what she wants out of all this. I still honestly have no idea what that is. She's never been good at communicating anything like that with me.