Am I doing everything wrong?

[Confused423]

Scylla,

Thanks for the reply!! I'm going to try to answer some of your questions because I think it will help me to ponder on this a while.

The worst that can happen: My H will integrate the OW (whom I know and thoroughly dislike) into the family and I will be stuck with her forever...UGH!!!

The best that can happen: My H will realize that he misses me and his D and he will end the relationship with the OW and begin a new marriage with me.

The only problem I have with him gravitating towards the OW more is that they have known each other a LONG time and he has dated her before. I'm afraid...plain and simple. If it was just a random girl it would not be so bad for me, but it's not!!

Often I think that I'll just let him go because I know that there has got to be someone out there who will not cheat and will love me for me. Then I think about my D who is going through He!! and I just want to try to fix our marriage because I know that it is worth it for her and for us.

It's definitely a confusing place to be and I HATE to be in limbo. Uncertainty drives me insane and he knows that. He says things all the time that make me feel amazing and it's hard not to believe him. He's probably telling her the same things huh?

If I could just get back to work, I'm sure that I would be in a much better place. I've got WAY too much time on my hands for sure!!!