Thank you all for your kind words, and assistance. My H gave me dissolution papers last night already signed. It is done. He wants out that badly. I have to let him go. Wasn't proud of the way I handled things but did maintiain some dignity as well. We are complete strangers. How does something so beautiful turn so ugly so quickly?

I don't know when/if I will be back but wish you all DB'ers the best and have hopes your sitch doesn't end up like mine.

For Now,

Lily