Had a talk with my dad this morning about last evening's episode with wife. My dad has been quite helpful, knowing very well that i'd like to get back with my wife.
He said that i should have played it cool yesterday telling her that my goal was to get the family back. Maybe the convo would have headed in a different direction. While i agree, i think i was simmering with anger with all that was going on and it just boiled off when W called yesterday. I am tired of this. Takes all my energy to deal with the decree cr%p and the emotional aspect of it all.
One thing that really irks me is that wife is surrounded my her entire family to help her out with daughter. She has the emotional support system and people to talk to at home. I wonder how she would have fared if she had to live by herself, take care of daughter and possibly work....
sorry, i am venting. Very angry today.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
