Journaling here at work.... I get so angry at the smallest of things.....I feel like I want to cry, have a tempter tantrum.....dont know whats going on .....
I thought I was detached, since we never see eath other or speak to each other.This time it had been over a yr when he came to get the div.I told him it had been that long and he was like wow it has been that long??? Stupid jerk..yes it has been that long ...to me it was an eternity....but to him it was just like yesterday. I cant wait for him to one day go thru what he put me thru.
I feel lots of rage inside me....maybe been there all this time only now it is beginning to surface. I feel like I want to just hit someone.... I know these are bad feelings but maybe posting here will help. Since my journey I have not had these type of feelings and I feel I dont know what is going on....Irma
