On Friday i called up usual time to talk to daughter. Daughter was acting up and did not want to talk to me. She was playing pretend making a cake for mommy. So i played along and after a while i asked her if she'd like to make a cake for daddy. She said "no. You are all by yourself". This really took me back. She's only 3 years old. No way she would have known that by herself....
I asked talk to wife and tell her this. She tells me she has no idea how daughter is picking up these. Then she says "It could be because she does not see you". I think then i lost it a bit. I told her "Yup wife. She does not see me. I know that. She is supposed to see me and you everyday. She is supposed to grow up between us, not 210 miles away from her nana(dad). I hope you get that". I could not talk anymore. I hung up.
I dunno. I was already fearing that daughter might start reacting to our situation. She has started. I am not sure if it was right for me to get upset like that at wife. But i feel that if i was quiet, she would not know how daughter is getting affected.
I later texted her that i'd call and talk again on saturday.
There was more drama that happened on Sunday. That's in my next post.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
