I woke up today and REALLY missed my W. So Much.

I went fishing with a friend and his W, and had a good time.

I started thinkig about my W though while I was with them, wishing she was there. Oh Well...

W sent me a tm and said "happy easter"

An hour later, I replied "happy easter XXX"

several hours later, W sent me a text:

W: How was your day?

M: good, yours?

W: it was ok, didn't do anything-about to go to the beach and run a bunch


I did not respond to her last text message.

I can't help but think that all of this contact she has had with me is anything but positive.

What else could it be???

I am being smart though, and letting her be.

If she knows what she wants, I can promise you she knows how to get it.

Please pray for me...I don't have expectations, but I know what I want..

I will be patient.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...