Is there an om? How do you progress

[facingdivorce]

I go to pick up my kids the other day, and out comes the W, , she is wearing a diamond necklace.... let me explain, I didnt buy it and she doesnt wear fake jewellery. If you had hit me in the head with a baseball bat at that time , it wouldnt have rattled me more. I realised this non existant OM, is serious and its been going on longer than I thought.

She then says instead of Sunday for me to have the kids, would I also like them from saturday morning onwards for the whole weekend.... it hits me so she can go out on Saturday night with OM.

It wells up in my chest like acid, and you try to be composed, but she is watching so intently looking for any change in my demeanor. But she has a knowing smile, its this flaunting of it, yet denial.

I am losing hope, it just seems an impossible task that is before me and I just dont know how much more i can take.