He admits to being depressed but will not seek help. He does little things to keep the door open, like wearing his wedding ring, but then he says cold and cruel things the next day. He does cycle. Just two days ago he came by with his wedding ring on telling me that he is in counseling and everything that I have said is the same thing his counselor is saying. I really do not think he is in counseling just a ploy to keep me hanging on. additionally, he said he loved me. This is what he has always done when he has ran. However, he has never resolved why he runs. This time, the stakes are higher as I may be moving home. He has asked me not to leave but i can not live here and afford it on my own. Therefore, I must go dark. I do not know if I want to save us. I am tired and weary. I know I need somewhere where I can talk
